What should I do?

       My life is completely different than it was before. The weird thing is that anything has changed. Even a bit. But... Somehow, I feel... It's like all my problems became unsolvable. Yeah, yeah, I know it's all on my mind, but... It's something that I just can't understand.
        This year 2017 is an important year for me. I'm gonna finish high school and try to get in a university. I'm really afraid. I can't imagine what's gonna happen. All I know is that I need to study in order to be able to get in a university.
        I'm working  as an internship and I don't receive as much as I would like to do, that's why I intend to find another job... because of money. But... It's not the right time for that yet. My boyfriend told me that I need to relax. He told me that everything is gonna be alright.

I believe him...